Having a moment of being more awake than asleep, I thought I’d pop on to WordPress to write a little blurb since I’ve been absent more than I’d like as of late. The last post I wrote was a week ago, Substitute Gifts & Crying 8 Year Olds . Chronic Fatigue is a bitch and my wrist/hand is still giving me the gears.
I went shopping the other day with my good friend Ocean Hayward from OHWords trying to find winter apparel for a reasonable price. Lord I hate shopping but Ocean is really good at finding deals and thanks to her patience and determination, I was able to find both boots AND a jacket for less than $100. Now I won’t freeze my arse off when I take my dog out for her pees, and I won’t teeter on the ice, ultimately falling with my grippy new waterproof boots.
I fell on the ice last year and it was both painful and embarrassing. You know you’re getting old when you fall in public. When you’re young and fall, people will often laugh and snicker at your misfortune but no harm no foul. As you age, falling makes people gasp and rush to your side “OMG, are you OK?!” like I’m in danger of breaking a hip now, which of course I am but that’s neither here nor there.
So I am winter ready now.
On our excursion, we came across this great little Thrift store, I found a couple of coats that I would love to have just for the hell of it. One was this long black suede coat that made me feel like Stevie Nicks, the other coat I coveted was this old fur that reminds me of Little Edie from Grey Gardens. (I’m obsessed with that documentary and Little Edie) I had to try it on.
If I had $60 to blow on nothing, I would have bought it. I really want to dress up as Little Edie for a Halloween. The other black coat, I would have just wore, but it wasn’t quite warm enough to justify buying it.
The only drawback is that shopping for a couple of hours and walking around, trying on boots and such in 9 different stores completely wiped me out. Within an hour of getting home, I was virtually immobile. Muscle spasms and extreme fatigue has kept me couch and bed bound the last 2 days. Why do I have to pay so harshly for every bit of activity I partake in? It’s frustrating.
When the fatigue is pumped up, I can’t write as I can’t focus. I avoid social media because I find it overwhelming. It’s like walking into a room where hundreds of people are all talking at once. I just want peace and quiet.
I have neglected my household chores the past 2 days so I have a pile of laundry to do, all I really want to do is crawl back in to bed and binge watch Doctor Who.
How do you handle Chronic Fatigue/Chronic Pain?
Are you a Social Media “avoider” as well?
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